What is it about life that just when everything is going along smoothly… a curveball comes in to upset everything.

There are tonnes of things in my life to be happy about at the moment.  I’m about to go on vacation (2 days weeeeeee heeeeeeee).. my best friend is about to be married to her childhood sweetheart… my daughter is healthy and well and an angel… I’m about to cut my hours back at work (something I have wanted to do for so long its unreal)… My Boy and I are on the verge of being together…

and then… bullshit appears in the shape of a small post on a public message board that brings back memories so painful they made me vomit.

And what sickens me is… my reaction…